Earliest Fantasies

As a child, when I would masturbate, I remember fantasizing as I rubbed my clit, that I was tied to a bed, in a cabin, in the woods. Isolated. Alone. Men would come and go and use me as they wanted for their pleasure. Sometimes there would be more than one man at a time. One would have his cock in my mouth while the other would fuck my ass. If I screamed too loudly, I would get beat, slapped, spanked, and spit on. These thoughts would bring me to an orgasm very quickly…but even then, at that young age, I would stay on that edge for hours before allowing myself to climax.

In this cabin was one man who stayed at all times. He was, for lack of a better word, my caretaker. He would run my bath water, wash my body and my hair, tend to my bruises, feed me, and show me how to be pleasing to men. He would use his cock to show me what men liked. He used force as he abused my holes because this is what the other men expected from me. But every once in a while, he would be gentle and allow me to experience pleasure. He said it was good for me to see what I was missing so that I would crave it. He said that men preferred their objects to be desperate and needy. Sometimes during a lesson, I would accidentally have an orgasm. These are the times I would be severely punished. He said he did not enjoy hurting me but stern discipline is the only way I would learn the skills necessary to keep me protected. Essentially, it was his job to keep me safe. As long as I did exactly what he said, I would be ok.

During my fantasies, I imagined being harshly punished in order to mold me into the perfect object to be used by men. I believed then, as I do now, that being pleasing for men is something a woman should strive for. If it pleases a man to inflict pain, the woman should gratefully endure the pain, and thank him afterwards for caring enough about her to take the time to teach her.

Sometimes he would use rope, other times he would use handcuffs to restrict me. My legs were always spread for easy access. Sometimes I would be blindfolded and he would use various objects to play with my clit and shove in my pussy. He would instruct me to lay motionless and in complete silence as he brought me to the edge of a forbidden orgasm. My time alone with my imaginary man was special. He taught me the true pleasure of submission. Using only his hands, he would fondle my breasts while teasing my pussy. That alone would bring me to an orgasm. He would tell me to beg him to allow me to cum, only to be told no. He would edge my pussy until my wetness dripped from his hand.

I became his obedient slave. My focus was his pleasure and what seemed to bring him the most pleasure was watching me be used by multiple men at the same time.

My pussy would throb knowing how turned on he got watching other men use me. I would rub my clit so fast thinking about being used. The men in my fantasies did not care if I had an orgasm. They didn’t come to that cabin to treat me like a lady. They came there to live out their deepest, darkest desires, to be able to act like real men and take their pleasure from this object.

As a young girl, masturbating to these thoughts would eventually lead me to orgasm because I didn’t have the discipline then that I do now. My question is, why on Earth, as a child just discovering masturbation, would my fantasies be so dark? And believe me, they have only increased over time.

We are going to tell my wife about us tonight, after dinner. I will take her upstairs, strip her, and tie her to the chair. I will shove my cock in her mouth until I’m hard. Then you will walk into the bedroom, naked. Seeing you will make my cock throb in her mouth. I’ll look down at her and thank her for getting my dick ready for you. I’ll kiss you passionately before telling my wife that you and I have fallen in love and you will be moving in. She can move her things to the spare room after she watches us make love. Yes baby, let me feel your orgasm all over my fingers. Mmmmm…you make my cock so hard it almost hurts. My wife never made me feel this way. I can’t wait until she watches me fuck your incredible body!

Consequences

When you hear the moaning of your husband and his girlfriend as they fuck in the room next to yours, you have to touch yourself.

You edge repeatedly, rubbing that clit like the pathetic cuckquean you are.

You don’t mean to let it happen, but after 8 months without an orgasm, and watching your husband fuck his girlfriend everyday, you accidentally go over the edge, and you don’t even pull your hand away. You enjoy a full orgasm.

When you finally open your eyes, you see them both standing there, smirking at you. In a Stern voice, your husband tells you to stand up and bend over the table.

You knew that what was about to happen was going to bring you to tears. He’s not easy on you just because you are his wife, if anything, he uses more force because you need to learn. Desperate cuckquean wives don’t get to cum. When they do, the consequences are severe.

Your husband just sent you a message saying that he wouldn’t be coming home tonight because he is staying with his cuckcake. They are celebrating their one-year anniversary. His girlfriend then sends you a message telling you to make a video of yourself humping a pillow and edging your pussy so she and your husband will have something to laugh at when they are finished fucking. In return, she promises to send you a video of your husband licking her pussy to an orgasm.

I took her to that special place in the park where I asked you to marry me. I fucked her in the exact spot that I, on one knee, put a ring on your finger. She took my wedding ring off and shoved it up her pussy and had me lick her until it came out. Her dried pussy juice is all over it. She wanted to make sure I had you suck my ring clean. She wants you to taste the reason I will no longer be eating your pussy. She also asked me not to fuck you ever again. I couldn’t say no to her, and honestly, I’m just not turned on by you anymore. I’ve asked her to move in. She has agreed to let you stay here with us. Her generosity is one of the reasons I love her so much. Her only conditions are, you will sleep on the floor, naked, at the bottom of our bed, you will wear a chastity belt and will only be fucked in the ass by any of our friends at anytime, and you will give up orgasms for the rest of your life.

Making Her Feel Special

If you are fortunate enough to find a woman who will not only fuck your husband, but will also remind you of your place, do everything you can to keep her.

Pamper her. Treat her special. Tell her you are grateful that someone as young and beautiful as her is there to satisfy the needs of your husband. Needs that you can’t fulfill.

As you massage her firm young breasts, whisper how happy you are that she even allows you to touch her.

Take her breast into your mouth. Gently pull on her nipple. Tell her how much she means to you. Touch her body the way your husband touches her body.

Hold her from behind close to you. rub between her legs, feel her wetness as you tell her how much you love watching her fuck your husband. How he tells you how tight her pussy is on his cock.

Allow her to smother your face with her pussy. Taste her juices flowing into your mouth as you tell her about how your husband can’t even feel his cock in your used up hole.

You need her to make your husband feel like a man. Thank her for denying your pussy of orgasms. Beg her to never allow you to have another orgasm as you grind your pussy to hers.

But most importantly, move out of the way when it is time for your husband to make love to this beautiful woman who has taken your place.

I love the humiliation of staying fully clothed while my husband fucks his cake. I also love the feel of her tongue in my mouth as she thanks me for allowing her to pleasure him. My pussy gets wetter each time he thrusts into her and her body is pressed against mine. Soon she will moan into my mouth as she orgasms, but I will stay denied.

I Think I May Be A Slut

According to Wikipedia, this is the definition of a slut:

My Tumblr journey began when I was trying to find other women like me. Women who wanted nothing more in the world than to see their husbands fucking other women. My desire to see him pleasuring another woman became, and still is, an obsession for me. I know there are different types of cuckqueans and honestly, I don’t know in which category I belong. Sometimes I fantasize about him cheating on me and me not even knowing at first. Other times I imagine watching him fuck her while telling me how much better she is. She completely takes my place and I become their servant. The more humiliating, the wetter I get.

And yet other times, I want to join in and give our cuckcake as much love, attention, and pleasure as my husband is giving her. Finally there are the times that I want them to make love to each other and forget that I exist.

Of course one thing always seems to lead to another. When people started reading my stories, some of which are true, others just fantasies, I started getting messages from some of you. (I truly enjoy hearing from all of you so keep writing!) I’ve spoken with many queans and some cakes. These conversations have made me super curious about what it would be like to be with a woman. I mean, I love women. We are beautiful sexual beings. The hair, soft skin, breasts, smooth legs, shaved fun parts. I find myself wanting to be tangled up in bed with one for a sexual encounter. My husband would love that!

Yes. I really need this to become reality for me. So, along with the world of being a cuckquean, also comes orgasm denial. I was able to go 69 days and loved every torturous minute of it. My husband and I had the best sex of our lives when I was denied orgasms. Denial turned me into the complete submissive wife I’ve always wanted to be. Although I am a career woman, I would like nothing more than to be a housewife. Completely domestic. Like Ward and June Cleaver. If I get out of line, I would like for my husband to remind me of my proper place with the use of physical punishments when necessary.

I believe that my role as my husband’s wife is to put his wants, needs, and desires first. His pleasure is what matters to me. I will do whatever I can to make sure that he is completely satisfied. I truly believe that this thinking is what makes me want to watch him being pleased by another woman. What man doesn’t want his wife’s blessing to fuck other women? His pleasure is my pleasure.

My husband’s biggest fantasy is to see me become a hot wife. He wants to watch me being pleased by another man or men. Because pleasing my husband is so important to me, I want to do this for him. So I am willing to spread my legs for strangers to fuck me, solely for my husband’s enjoyment.

He has even told me that the only way I will be permitted to have an orgasm is when I fuck another man, or better yet, other men at the same time. I don’t know if it’s my selfish desire to have an orgasm, or if I really am a slut, but this is what I imagine doing…for my husband of course.