My husband’s girlfriend always restrained me before they fucked on the bed beside me. She said that it made me seem like a pathetic desperate slut rubbing my clit while watching my hubby fuck her. She didn’t allow my husband to fuck me anymore, but once a week, when they were finished having sex, she would allow me to fuck 2 of her fingers and have an orgasm, if I could do it in 3 minutes, knowing that I could only cum from clitoral stimulation. When the 3 minutes were up, she would allow my husband to lick her fingers clean as a reminder of how much sweeter her pussy tasted compared to mine. Each week I get closer to having an orgasm on her fingers. I was so close tonight, but just as I felt the waves building, she pulled her fingers away. Seeing my tears of frustration, she told me she was proud of my progress and that next week she would give me 2 ½ minutes. Until then, I would have to wear my chastity belt because pathetic slut wives can’t be trusted.

He is more than my Sir or my Master. He is my Husband. I submit to Him completely with the most sincere and deepest of love. He guides and leads me. He teaches me and cares about my well-being. He loves me without judgement and without fail. I will forever love, honor and obey Him. We will always come together.

Aching Desire

April 17, 2018

Today is 50 days without an orgasm! 50 days. To some, that’s nothing, to others, it probably sounds like an eternity. Each day brings a new realization to me and a deeper ache unlike anything I have ever known. I sent a message to John today telling him about my accomplishment and his response was, “wow! That’s pretty fuckin awesome. I knew you were a good girl!”

Hearing those words from him, knowing he’s proud of me, makes me want to give up orgasms permanently. My denial is making me so submissive and obedient. I want to please my husband now more than I ever have. He has recently started talking to a stunning young lady. They do some serious sexting and she sends me beautiful messages putting me in my place. She reminds me that she is superior in every way.

As if that’s not enough to keep me desperately aroused 24 hours a day, John has sent me videos the past 2 mornings, while I was at work, of him jerking off. FUCK. Nothing in my life has turned me on as much as watching him slowly stroking his cock, teasing, edging. Just enough to spill a single drop of cum then stopping as that one drop slides down his pulsing cock. FUCK. I could almost taste it. Then he continues, erotically and passionately using his hand to fuck his cock to a slow intense build up that leads to an eruption of cum. A moan escapes my mouth as I watch. He moans and his body twitches from his orgasm.

I have watched these videos repeatedly while edging the past 2 days. All I can think is how amazing it is that after almost 11 years, I am still swept away by my husband. I told John that nothing has made me want to orgasm more in my entire life than watching him jerk off. He quickly reminded me that cumming is something he does, not me. I am seriously looking forward to see how desperate and needy I become with each passing day of denial!

His Domestic Goddess Denial Cuckquean

April 12, 2018

I discovered Tumblr as I was searching for cuckquean gifs to send to my husband. I soon created my own Tumblr blog and continued my search for all things cuckquean. I am absolutely fascinated by cheating husbands. I appreciate men who know it takes a variety of women to satisfy all of their sexual needs. This obsession soon lead me to reading about orgasm denial which, at first, I thought no way in hell would I ever do that. I mean who would willingly give up orgasms?? They feel way too good! I am now on day 45 without an orgasm! Yay me. It turns out that not having an orgasm feels so much better than having an orgasm. This obsession has lead me to many discoveries but they are for another story at some other time. I have been actively looking for a cuckcake for me and my husband. I had all but given up hope when I received a message the other day from a beautiful woman who said she thinks my cuckquean fantasy is “fucking hot”. She also lives in Maryland and said that she would love to give my husband the pleasure he denies from me! I gave her my husband’s cell number and they have been texting. She is sexy as fuck and only 24 years old, exactly half my age! She sends me taunting messages that keep my pussy a throbbing wet mess. One thing denial does for me is increases my desire to please my husband sexually. This need is amplified knowing that there is another woman who wants to fuck my husband. I find myself thinking about my husband all of the time. 2 weeks ago, he gave me a task of scrubbing the kitchen floor on my hands and knees while naked, before I could edge. I took pictures and sent them to him at work. He was extremely pleased and gave me permission to edge. Traditional husband/wife roles excite and arouse me and I’ve been asking my husband to assign me household tasks. Earlier this week, I had to vacuum our rec room, naked, while he watched me.

When I was finished, I went to the couch where he was sitting, and sat on the floor beside his legs and leaned on him, looking up at him. Completely obedient. Nothing has ever felt more right in my life. I was in my rightful place as his wife. I sat like that for about half an hour. We had some really good conversation which lead to some incredible sex. There was a special closeness that night with lots of eye contact. I was on the edge. I wanted to cum so desperately. I told him I wanted to. I really thought he was going to let me, but instead he said, “you know you can’t have orgasms now that we have a cuckcake. All of your pleasure will go to her. Don’t you agree?” Hearing those words come from his mouth, with all the love in the world, almost pushed me over the edge. Yes, of course I agreed. He’s absolutely right. She will get everything I am denied. He then pulled out of me and sprayed his warm load all over my face and in my mouth. He told me how much he loved me and how grateful he felt to have such an obedient wife. When we first started seeing each other, John told me I was his goddess and he has truly treated me like that for the past 11 years. He told me Monday that he got me a surprise and it should arrive on Wednesday. Something to help me with my domestic responsibilities. I was so happy. John is really getting into all of this! When I got home yesterday, he told me my surprise was on the bed. It was an apron.

I was giddy with excitement. He said that when he gives me cleaning tasks from now on, I am to wear the apron with nothing on underneath. I must be the luckiest wife in the entire world.

quean-heather:

My Body Aches To Watch Him With Her

I have loved him for 10 years and have been married for just over 1 year. There’s never been another man in my life with whom I’ve been able to share my deepest desire. I was embarrassed about it for a long time, thinking there was something wrong with me. I had to be some kind of freak. I wanted desperately to watch this man I love with every fiber of my being, having sex with another woman while being denied sexual pleasure from him.

This desire consumes my every thought. It has become an obsession that has my panties wet all the time. He wants to watch me me another man but I have no interest in other men. My only interest is in seeing him sexually please other women and watching him as he is pleased by them in return.

At first, I want them to pretend I’m not even there. My presence in insignificant. I want to watch as he slowly kisses her neck and then moves down and gently pulls her nipples with his teeth before moving down her stomach and teasing her with his tongue. He can work magic with his tongue. I want him to pull her pussy lips open and watch as he licks up, down, and around her clit. I want to see her as she gasps in with ecstasy and starts grinding into my husband’s face.

I want to see her sex juice all over his face when he lifts his head. I want to hear her uncontrollable moans as he sends shockwaves through her entire body. I can’t help it, I know I’m not supposed to, but I touch myself. I’m so aroused watching my husband make another woman cum. My pussy is literally aching with desire.

Now it’s my husband’s turn. I wait with anticipation as she gets on her knees in front of the man I love. The pre cum is hanging from his cock. God, I want to taste it. I want to lick it off of him but I know it’s not for me. Tonight, a far more deserving woman will taste my husband’s juice.

As she takes his cock into her mouth, I feel like I’m going to explode, but I know better. I am only allowed to edge. My pussy is dripping wet as she expertly blows my husband’s dick. The look on his face is pure lust. I can see the animal coming out in him and I know that the moment I have been waiting for for so long is finally going to happen. My husband is going to put his throbbing cock into another woman’s pussy. This woman is beautiful and firm. Long dark hair, size C breasts which are 100% real and don’t sag. She has a perfect body. I know her pussy is going to be nice and tight around his cock. He held her close and kissed her, lightly biting on her bottom lip as he pulled away. She laid on the bed and spread her legs so that I could see how wet she was. And now, it was about to happen, my husband was going to slide his cock into another woman’s pussy for the first time in 10 years and the most excited person, the most sexually aroused person in that room, was me.

Both my husband and the woman he was fucking moaned as he entered her. My breathing became heavier as I continued to become more and more aroused. The kook on my husband’s face was animalistic. They fucked in every possible position. Then my husband looked at me and told me to get on the bed. I was so excited because I thought that he was going to fuck me as well. But instead, he had me lay on my stomach and the other woman straddled me with her ass facing my husband. He rammed her from behind with such force. The entire bed moved and the pressure of their movements caused me to have a mind-blowing orgasm.

He continued fucking her like this until she moaned in ecstasy. My husband told me that I needed to beg her to cum all over his dock, so I did. I told her that I wanted her to cover his cock with her creamy juices. She came hard. They finished there encounter with my husband spraying his cum down the crack of her ass as I stopped it all as it fell down over her hot swollen pussy. She told me that the only way I would be getting my husband’s cum from now on would be as it dripped from her pussy or asshole. It was an incredible night and I look forward to many more.

This is the first story I posted on Tumblr. So far, my cuckquean fantasy is just that, a fantasy. However, a stunningly beautiful and much younger woman contacted me today and said she would love to fuck my husband. We’ve had some great conversation so far and my mind is in overdrive now. Being denied an orgasm for the past 40 days is only adding to my arousal and desperation. This beauty said she would be more than happy to take the pleasure I’m being denied!♥️

I was recently given 3 days of no touch. Instead of making me more achy and needy, it made me irritable, emotional, and depressed. I still haven’t got the desire back to edge. I have over 5 weeks without an orgasm. I’m feeling completely discouraged at this point. What do I do?

female-orgasm-denial:

Cum! Seriously. Unless this whole thing is a punishment you’ve clearly crossed the line from fun and hot to no fun and not hot.

Have some orgasms, until you’re enjoying them again, perhaps have a bit of a break from denial, and then try it again once you feel like it.

No touch is powerful stuff. I repeatedly warn that no touch, especially for women (us guys are a ball of never ending self-generating horniness in most cases), can have VERY mixed effects. Yours is a good example of it being negative. And that’s pretty common in my experience. I personally never impose it beyond a day unless I know for that person it’s usually a positive experience. Once you know that, then you can try longer, but even then it’s really variable. 

For some the mental aspects of no touch will sustain the arousal, the fact it’s a submission, or the sense of being controlled. But in my experience most women’s libidos need topping up with regular edging for the most successful denial sessions.

So, trust yourself, talk to the person you’re doing this with. Have some fun orgasming, clear the mental, emotional and physical slate and give it a go when you fancy it, being more careful exploring no touch in future and working out what works best for you.

I hope that helps,

James

Wives, Obey Your Husbands

4/2/18

I have an ever increasing desire to obey and submit to my husband. As my faith is an important part of my life, I turned to the Bible to see what scriptures I could find on obedience and submission. It turns out, there are quite a bit. Ephesians 5:22-24 talks about how the wife should obey her husband in everything. It also states that the husband is the head of the wife. 1 Peter 3 says for wives to respect and obey their husbands. Genesis 3:16 says that the wife’s desire shall be for her husband and he shall rule over her. 1 Timothy 2:11-12 says that women should remain quiet, fully submissive, and shall not assume authority over a man. 1 Corinthians 7:3-5 talks about the husband giving the wife conjugal rights and he has authority over her body. It also says that the husband and wife can deprive each other for a limited agreed upon amount of time.

Who knew that the Bible could be so arousing? I mean I literally became aroused while reading these verses. The Bible can be, and is interpreted differently by all those who read the Words. All of these verses serve to provide the affirmation that I was looking for to be a submissive and obedient wife. I also feel, although I could not find verses to support, that a husband should discipline his wife if she is disobedient. I know it’s in there, I just can’t find it. I can, for sure, be disrespectful to my husband. I have a mouth on me that just won’t stop contradicting him sometimes. My brain keeps saying shut up, but my mouth won’t listen. Even when I know I’m right, WHY DOES IT MATTER? He is my husband and his word is final. Period. The end. Perhaps my disobedience is intentional in the hopes of receiving the discipline that I so desperately crave. I seriously want him to bend me over his knee and spank by butt. Hard. Repeatedly. Until I cry. I want him to do it in a loving way, because it is for my own good. I want him to explain to me before he does it, why he is doing it and then as I cry, I want him to tell me that it hurts him to have to do this to me. How else will I learn?

He chooses other methods to teach me, which are both arousing and frustrating at the same time. He will deny me the pleasure of touching myself. I am currently on 3 days of no touch for my “bad behavior.” The problem with this method of education is that I tend to pout and become very bratty, which only serves to make my husband even angrier with me. Another thing he does, as a form of punishment, is to send me pictures or video clips of women having orgasms. Today is my 35th day without an orgasm. I am to be deprived of another orgasm at least until May 26th, which is 53 more days. However, he has hinted that this time is likely to be extended if I don’t change my attitude. I really do want to be submissive to him. My desire to submit to him is greater than my desire to pleasure myself. Well then why did I wash over my vagina area 2 more times than were really necessary when I got a shower? I look forward to using the bathroom so I can wipe. What is wrong with me? Something he has been doing more often lately is putting me in my place. We were at the grocery store. I said, “You don’t give me any ideas on what to make but you expect your dinner to be ready when you get home from work.” He looked at me and said, “Well that IS YOUR job.” There was a stock boy nearby and I could see a slight smile on his face when he heard my husband say that. I was degraded and humiliated, and I absolutely loved it.

I have written before about how I wish my husband would take a more active role in my denial. He has definitely been doing that. The longer I am denied and the more frustrated I become, the more aroused he becomes. My frustration is pleasing to him. He enjoys torturing me. Last night he made me put into writing how pathetic I am in my desperation. He then made me get on my knees and videotape myself naked, begging him to allow me 20 minutes of vaginal only stimulation. Of course, I did as I was instructed, and then was told no and that if I whined about it like I do everything else, that he would add days to my no touch time. I went to sleep dripping, desperate, and achy.

Can someone please come here and help me keep my mouth shut? I want to be a more submissive and obedient wife. Someone please help me.

Blah, Blah, Blah

4/1/18

34 days without an orgasm. When I’m not edging, I feel like I could go the rest of my life without one, but when I am edging, I feel like I can’t go another minute without one. The problem is that my husband put me on 3 days of no touch. Many of you may laugh at that, but for me, 3 days might as well be 3 years. I’m having a hard time. Seriously. I don’t know if my brain chemistry is off or what but I feel absolutely blah. Not sick, just blah. 😢 I’m finding out that denial isn’t always enjoyable. That makes me sad.

Ok, Cupid!

3/31/18

I’ve spent a lot of time today talking to my husband about my boyfriend (my sweet man) and his gorgeous wife. We discussed the meaning and possibility of a polyamorous relationship. We also spent the past hour looking on OK Cupid for a girl for my husband to fuck. I am so aroused right now. I mean I’m achy, needy, and desperate in my horniness…BUT… my husband put me on 3 days of no touch. He’s sitting in his recliner, looking through various dating sites, commenting on, and showing me pictures of different women he finds attractive. He makes a sound. I say, “Did you just moan looking at another woman?” He said, “Yep.”

Why does that arouse me so much? Why do I have this need, this uncontrollable desire for him to have sex with another woman? Not only for him to have sex with her, but for me to be close to him while he’s doing it. Feeling his body move, his muscles tense, the sweat, his heart racing and watching him use all of his energy to please HER. Hearing his moans, his grunts, all the little sounds of pure pleasure from his mouth as he fulfils my fantasy. I love him more than I know how to express with words.

  • We danced to this at our wedding.