I Want To Fuck Your Husband

July 4, 2018

As I scroll through Tumblr, reading all of the magnificent cuckquean blogs, knowing how desperate we are to find a woman who will make our fantasies come true, I find myself wanting to fuck your man. I want you to see the seduction.

Watch as I suck his fingers making sure to taste his wedding ring so I can hear you whimper.

I want to see you drool as I take his cock into my mouth. He’s so hard. Watch his expression as s I manuver my tongue around his dick. Has he ever been this excited when you sucked his cock?

We don’t break eye contact. Does he even care that you’re still in the room? Maybe you should go get us a drink. This is going to be a long night. I love making a man cum, but it’s way too soon. I want him to taste my arousal. Knowing I’m fucking your man while you watch makes my pussy wet. I want his tongue in that wetness.

Ohhhh…mmmmmm…..yessss. No wonder you want to share him. He has a magical tongue. He deserves to taste a sweet pussy. He obviously loves my flavor because he doesn’t stop until he has brought me to an orgasm. It’s ok, quean, you can rub your pussy, but no cumming for you! Orgasms are only for me and your husband tonight. I need to feel his cock inside me, now.

Oh my God, he feels so good. His cock is filling my wet hole. He doesn’t move yet. He allows himself to savor this feeling. I squeeze my pussy muscles tight around his throbbing dick. He moans. You start rubbing your clit a little faster. Your desperation makes my desire grow. You husband has his way with me. We fuck in every possible position.

He fucks me with more intensity with each passing minute. This man thrusts into me with passion, making me grunt and moan. He’s fucking me so hard that the bed is shaking and banging against the wall.

He picks up the pace. He’s going to cum soon.

I feel my pleasure building again. I’ve lost count of how many orgasms I’ve had at this point, but this one is going to top them all.

His cock expands and I feel him release his hot load into me as he growls and yells out in pleasure. As we catch our breath, I look over at you and smile. I know how much your pussy is aching for release. I ask you to lay on the bed as you husband gets a shower. I want to help you so I ask you to spread your legs for me. I tell you that I will rub your clit until your husband gets out of the shower. If you can cum in that amount of time, I will allow it.

You beg me to go a little faster. You’re so close….just a little faster, please. Oh no, there’s your hubby. Times up. No orgasm for you tonight! No be a good quean and go get me a snack. I’m very hungry after that workout I just had with your husband.

For Their Viewing Pleasure

This is what you always wanted. Your husband fucks other women. His only condition for agreeing to do this for you is that you had to completely give up having orgasms. He wanted to keep you desperate and denied so that you would be more willing to please him, and what pleased him now was fucking other women. Younger women, women with beautiful bodies, women who kept in shape and took pride in their bodies. Sometimes, he let you watch. Sometimes, as foreplay with his girlfriend, he makes you lay on the bed and use the wand on your denied pussy. His girlfriend got great satisfaction knowing how humiliated you were when he made you do this. She loved that he would rub her clit as you were rubbing yours. What she liked more than anything was that just as you were about to cum, he would unplug the wand and then continue rubbing her clit to a mind shattering orgasm as you lay there, an achy dripping mess.

Then you would have to get out of bed so that your husband could make love to his girlfriend while you watched, forbidden to touch your soaking pussy.

You listen as she has orgasm after orgasm. Moaning your husband’s name, begging him to cum in her pussy until he can no longer hold back. You can see their undeniable bond as he shoots his load into her. He tells you to sleep on the couch tonight because he wants to hold his girlfriend in his arms tonight.

June…Oh Yes!

My longest orgasm denial time was 68 days. It ended in May. Since then I have been enjoying orgasm after glorious orgasm. It seems that I no longer have the self discipline to stop myself from going over the edge. I am experimenting with what gives me the best orgasm. So far I have discovered that edging 1 day, and then building up to an edge the next day and riding that edge for about 2 hours before slowly circling my clit with my middle finger gives me the most amazing orgasm. Very powerful and lasting an eternity. I encourage all of you to give it a try. Not having orgasms is great, but right now, having orgasms is far greater. Maybe because I know so many of you are NOT having them. I will think about each of you as I have my next orgasm…tonight.

Imagine

5/2/18

Imagine him intimately caressing another woman, sending chills up her spine as his fingers barely touch her skin.

Imagine him softly and deeply kissing another woman as she willingly accepts the taste of him on her lips.

Imagine him, for the first time since you’ve been with him, rubbing another woman’s pussy. You haven’t had an orgasm in months, but he’s about to give her the first of many tonight.

Imagine his fingers, fingers that have only touched you for years, sliding in and out of her pussy and ass, simultaneously, pleasure slowly building and giving her another orgasm. Her juices going all over his hand.

Imagine. His tongue exploring her clit. Small gentle circles around her magic button. Taking his time. Savoring the sweet taste of her in his mouth. She cums again.

Imagine your husband, having lost every thought of you, lies there in ecstasy as she delicately licks his balls, teasing him, the anticipation of having his cock in another woman’s mouth.

Close your eyes and imagine this moment. The head of his rock hard cock pressed firmly against the opening of her wet and waiting pussy. Ready to feel his cock inside another woman for the first time in years. Thrusting slowly. Claiming her.

Imagine him slowly grinding into her, escalating her pleasure. She’s about to have another orgasm. This time, her pussy will clench onto your husband’s cock. He wants to cum, but he’s not finished yet.

Imagine him fucking her like you don’t even exist. Like a beast claiming his prey. Growling loudly as he sprays his seed deep inside her body. She whimpers like the true beauty she is. A real woman. Taking your husband’s cum as she too has one final and mind-blowing orgasm.

Imagine all of these things and then do what a desperately denied cuckquean does. Rub your pussy right to the edge. How long can you ride it without going over? Remember Quean, orgasms are for your husband’s cuckcakes!

Aching Desire

April 17, 2018

Today is 50 days without an orgasm! 50 days. To some, that’s nothing, to others, it probably sounds like an eternity. Each day brings a new realization to me and a deeper ache unlike anything I have ever known. I sent a message to John today telling him about my accomplishment and his response was, “wow! That’s pretty fuckin awesome. I knew you were a good girl!”

Hearing those words from him, knowing he’s proud of me, makes me want to give up orgasms permanently. My denial is making me so submissive and obedient. I want to please my husband now more than I ever have. He has recently started talking to a stunning young lady. They do some serious sexting and she sends me beautiful messages putting me in my place. She reminds me that she is superior in every way.

As if that’s not enough to keep me desperately aroused 24 hours a day, John has sent me videos the past 2 mornings, while I was at work, of him jerking off. FUCK. Nothing in my life has turned me on as much as watching him slowly stroking his cock, teasing, edging. Just enough to spill a single drop of cum then stopping as that one drop slides down his pulsing cock. FUCK. I could almost taste it. Then he continues, erotically and passionately using his hand to fuck his cock to a slow intense build up that leads to an eruption of cum. A moan escapes my mouth as I watch. He moans and his body twitches from his orgasm.

I have watched these videos repeatedly while edging the past 2 days. All I can think is how amazing it is that after almost 11 years, I am still swept away by my husband. I told John that nothing has made me want to orgasm more in my entire life than watching him jerk off. He quickly reminded me that cumming is something he does, not me. I am seriously looking forward to see how desperate and needy I become with each passing day of denial!

sphinx1974:

Edging permission

The other day I didn’t get my three edge so now Wickedlittlebtch is punishing me by letting me ask on Tumblr for permission to edge for each edge I want to do. On the other hand I may edge as often I want with permission of course.

I want to edge when I’m home from work.

Who will be the one that will give me permission?

It’s up to you!

Please

Please give my friend permission to edge today!

Hitachi

I had seen them used in countless forced orgasm porn movies but I had no idea what they were or the magical power they possessed. Soon after my husband and I discovered FetLife and started meeting people, we were invited to an anything goes adult party. We had previously gone out to dinner with the host couple and had really hit it off. There were about 6 other couples at the party and a couple single people. Honestly, it was awkward for us because we are both uncomfortable in social situations, especially ones that might involve having sex with different people, in front of different people.

Guests were mingling and having snacks when the conversation turned towards a couple that was coming to the party a little later. This couple was more experienced in the lifestyle and their kinks went well beyond swinging. My husband and I are not swingers and have little interest in swinging, but you have to start somewhere. This couple was knowledgeable in fire play, they had gas masks, a massage table, and many other toys. Everyone at the party anxiously awaited their arrival. Cora and Bob lived up to their reputation! With introductions and small talk complete, Cora and Bob brought in all of their play equipment. The massage table was placed in the center of the room and the guests were seated all around, in the same room. There were many toys laid around. The female of the host couple, Amy, pointed to the wand and asked about it. Cora invited Amy to get naked, lie on the massage table, and she would give her a demonstration.

Amy seemed to be very at ease being naked in front of other people. She was a full figured woman and not one bit ashamed to show her body. I think she was beautiful. She positioned herself on the table. I was in awe of her, and a little jealous. I could never get naked in a room full of people all focused on me. Cora turned on the Hitachi and slowly glided it along Amy’s legs so she could feel the power it had before resting the wand between Amy’s legs. Everyone watched intently. I don’t even think anyone blinked. Very soon, Amy was squirming and moaning and seemed to have a very powerful orgasm. I was so turned on. I could feel the wetness between my legs. Cora asked who wanted to go next. My husband leaned over and encouraged me to give it a try. Amy was back beside me at this point and said, “you HAVE to do that” and she started undressing me. My mind was screaming noooooooo! I absolutely could not get naked in front of all these people. Amy and my husband both kissed me and ran their hands along my body and before I knew what was happening, I was naked and lying on the massage table. It felt like a dream, or a nightmare, I still wasn’t sure. I was so nervous. I knew there was no way I was going to be able to cum with all of these people watching me and unlike Amy, I was not comfortable having a little extra weight and being naked in front of people. My mind would not stop racing. Cora could tell I was anxious and encouraged me to focus on her. Her voice was so soothing and confident. She turned on the wand and let me feel the vibrations. She ran the Hitachi down over my nipples, down my stomach, over my hip and down my leg. She then, very slowly and expertly, moved the wand up between my legs. It rested on my clit. I think I saw God. I had never felt anything so incredible in my life. The pleasure was immediate. The room was empty except for me, Cora, and this magical pleasure stick. I could hear sounds escaping my lips that I’d never made before. I was moaning and whimpering in front of an audience and I didn’t care. I could feel the waves building. I knew I was going to explode very soon. Cora then pinched my nipple. That was it. Complete ecstasy as juice gushed from my pussy as I had the most intense orgasm of my life.

As I floated back into reality, I could hear the guests mumbling. The men were commenting how hot that was and the women all wanted a turn. That was my introduction to the Hitachi. I ordered one online that same night. I still use it but I am only allowed to edge with it now. No orgasms for me, but edging for hours with a Hitachi is beyond amazing.

Ruined

January 25, 2018

After completing the list of chores my husband left for me yesterday and then receiving proper permission from him, I spent the rest of the afternoon edging. I had my vibe resting on my clit as I scrolled through Tumblr reading about orgasm denial and looking at cuckquean captions. Thinking about my husband fucking another woman is such a turn on for me. I imagine him having sex with one of the farm girls bent over a bale of hay, or with one of the young college girls in his English class. Yeah…ok…I’m back. Before I knew what was happening, I felt myself tip over the edge. I immediately removed the vibe from my clit, ruining my orgasm. What should have been an enjoyable experience (because who doesn’t enjoy a ruin?????) was absolutely torturous. I do not lose self-control like that. EVER. I was so disappointed in my self. It was my first ruin since creating my contract forbidding ruins without my husband’s permission. I was ashamed the rest of the afternoon and dreaded telling him what I had done. I truly don’t understand it. I don’t lose control. What happened to me? So now, I await my punishment from my husband, but I know that none of the punishments on the contract are nearly as bad as the shame I already feel for losing control.

My Denial Contract

January 24, 2018

It’s finally complete. It hasn’t been signed yet but I just wanted to get everyone’s opinion. I worked hard on this contract and had input from my husband, of course, as well as some of my AWESOME followers and fellow denial friends. The punishments may not be as strict as some of you would prefer, but this contract had to be tailored to my needs and my desires. I am not a masochist so punishments involving pain would not have worked for me. I prefer mental punishments. I love the psychological aspect of all of this! THAT’S what gets my juices flowing!  Anyway…here it is. What do y’all think? Please forgive the format errors. Tumblr really messed up the copy and paste and I don’t see where it’s possible to add a document. I can add a GIF, text, audio file…etc but NO document. (Yes, I’m feeling a bit technologically challenged and a lot frustrated)

                                                      Orgasm Denial Contract

I, quean-heather, in recognition of the
negative impact orgasms have on my sustained mental health, my relationship
with my husband, and my overall well-being, as well as my desire to be a good
girl, hereby give written notice that I will and do relinquish complete and
permanent control of my orgasms to my husband, John aka swingeguy. I trust that
he knows what is best for me in all areas of my life, but especially anything
related to orgasms. I understand that orgasms are for men and that it is my
responsibility to always be aroused in the event that my husband, or any man of
his choosing, would want to me use for their sexual pleasure.

Before the composing of this contract, I had
written my goal of having no orgasm until March 1. My husband wants me to honor
the original contract because he encourages me to reach all of my goals in
life. I understand that my husband may, at any time, decide that do or do not
need an orgasm. I understand that my husband may determine that I am more proficient
as a wife when I am completely denied orgasms and may choose to never allow me
release again. I understand that my sexual frustration, achiness, and neediness
pleases and arouses my husband, and therefore, I will embrace those feelings of
longing for an orgasm.

I pledge that I will not have an orgasm of any
kind, whether it be accidental, ruined, or full without written (messenger,
text, chatting) or verbal permission from my husband. I pledge that I will edge myself to the point
right before orgasm for a minimum of 30 minutes daily. When time permits, I
will edge for up to 6 hours daily. Due to my hectic schedule, I will be
responsible for my edging sessions, but I must inform my husband before edging
to ensure it is in my best interest at that time.  Should I fail to honor my commitments or
violate the terms of this contract, I will immediately notify my husband and
request punishment, as defined by, but not limited to, those defined below.

Punishments

A period of no touch for a minimum of 1 day but
not to extend 3 days based of the severity of the offence. Severity will be
determined by John (Swingeguy)

A period of abstinence from any sexual contact
from John, including, but not limited to, vaginal, oral, and anal intercourse;
clitoral, vaginal, and anal stimulation through the use of John’s hands,
dildos, vibrators, or any other sexual adult toy. Length of time not to exceed
one week. This will be determined by the severity of the offense. Severity will
be determined by John (Swingeguy)

A period of edging with non-dominant hand only,
no toys to be used during punishment period. This punishment to be used for
minor offenses. Length of time to be determined by John (Swingeguy)

A period of abstinence from John’s cum (semen).
I will be denied the pleasure of John’s cum going down my throat, being shot
deep in my vaginal or anal cavities, or being deposited on any part of my body.
I will watch as he ejaculates and then be forced to use a towel to clean him.
If semen comes in contact with my skin at all, a more serious punishment will
then be implemented.

The application of lidocaine or orajel to the
clitoris 10 minutes

prior

to edging
or intercourse of any kind. Must be reapplied every 30 minutes. This punishment
may last a period of up to 3 days based on the severity of the offense.
Severity to be determined by John (Swingeguy).

A period of forced orgasms, not to exceed 60 minutes
in duration, during which time, I must beg not to have an orgasm.

The implementation of a 2 minute edging session
with a 30 minute break between sessions. This punishment can be used up to a
period of 1-3 days, depending on severity of the offense. Severity to be
determined by John (Swingeguy)

Writing 100 times, “I am nothing but a
worthless fuck toy. Worthless fuck toys don’t have orgasms.” 9.     
Degrading words written on my skin with
permanent marker, which is covered by clothing. Words to be chosen by John
(Swingeguy) A period of forced touching without being
allowed to edge. I will not be allowed to edge until I have circled my clit
with my finger a total of 1,000 – 3,000 times based on severity of offense. I
must count out every completed circle. No edging allowed until the completion
of this task. John (Swingeguy) will determine severity. 11.  
A period of being denied the use of a bra or
undies while in public. This punishment will last for a period of no longer
than 1 week. 

12.     
John (Swingeguy) may, at his discretion and at
any time, during any sexual intercourse or sexual playtime, implement the use
of clothespins attached to any of Heather’s body parts if he feels she is
getting too close to having an orgasm. He may also bite her, hard enough to
leave a bruise and hard enough to stop Heather from going over the edge.

The above punishments may also be given should
John (Swingeguy), feel, for any reason that I have misbehaved or been
disrespectful in any fashion. This will be determined by John (Swingeguy).

 

Failure to abide by and complete above
punishments will result in additional punishments.

 

 

Signed, ___________________________                Date: ___________________

                        Quean-heather           

(Wife of John and Say No To The O Member, Good Girl, and Sister in
Denial)

 

Signed, ____________________________                Date: ___________________

                        John
(Swingeguy)

(Husband of quean-heather and holder of her orgasms)  

The terms of this contract will continue for 90 days, ending on
April 23, 2018. Terms will be reevaluated at that time and a new, more
permanent contract will be signed at that time.