Giving Her My Orgasms

PART 1

My husband decided a while ago that I no longer needed orgasms. He said that I would be a much better wife if I didn’t spend my time thinking about my own selfish pleasure. This would allow me to focus solely on his pleasure and his needs. I love my husband very much and I know that he has always known what’s been best for me. Once he makes a decision, I abide by it in order to honor him as my husband and his rightful place as the head of the family.

John leaves me a daily list of tasks to complete before he gets home from work. Edging the 3 hours before he gets home from work is always last on the list. He says that a good wife is always ready to be used by her husband if he felt like using her. When he arrived home, I was to be in position, which was on the floor of our entrance way, naked, head touching the floor, ass in the air facing the door. My Husband’s daily view after a long day of work is 2 of his wife’s waiting holes. He always slides 2 fingers into my pussy to make sure it’s properly wet. I lick his fingers clean. Last night, after his inspection of my pussy, John, said he had something to tell me and didn’t want me interrupting him and the best way for that to happen is for my mouth to be full of cock. So I got on my knees in front of him, undid his pants, and took his growing cock into my mouth. He handed me a vibrator and told me I could hold it on my clit while I blew him. He never allowed me to experience any kind of pleasure during blow jobs because he said that took my focus off of what was really important, which of course, was his pleasure. I was very confused but I wasn’t about to question him. After all, he is the man of the house. John watched as I sucked his cock and held the vibrator on my clit. He knew I was enjoying the sensations and I could tell it pleased him as a hint of a smile painted his face. John continued watching me and told me that he was going to be bringing home one of the new farm girls from work tomorrow and that I needed to prepare a special dinner for them. Her name was Aubrey and she was 22. I continued sucking his cock but was very confused. He went on to say that he would be fucking Aubrey after dinner in our bed and instructed me to make sure the sheets were clean. I started to take his cock out of my mouth to protest but he grabbed my head with both of his hands and forced his cock down the back of my throat and held it there. He told me to turn the vibe to the highest setting and to make sure it was pressed firmly against my clit. I complied.

He then began slowly fucking my mouth again. He told me that Aubrey was younger, thinner, and sexier than I was and he was sure her pussy would be good and tight, not used up and loose like mine. I started moaning with his cock in my mouth. He ordered me to remove the vibe from my clit. He said that I was pathetic for getting turned on over the thought of him fucking another woman, especially one so obviously superior to me. He began to speed up his rhythm before ordering me to the bedroom where I was instructed to get on my back. He took the vibe and put it back on my clit while fucking my pussy with 2 of his fingers. I was dripping. He removed his fingers and said he was happy I was so aroused and then slid his cock in my pussy. I moaned loudly. He felt so good inside me, but before I realized what was happening, he had removed his cock from my pussy and had slid it in my ass. He said that he was only using my pussy for lube. He lowered himself onto me so that he was able to kiss me. He told me that from now on, he would only be fucking my ass and mouth because his Aubrey is the only one who got to have cock in her pussy. His thrusts became stronger as his words were causing both of us to become more and more aroused. John said that he was going to allow me to have one final orgasm tonight but after tonight, all of my orgasms belonged to Aubrey. That was enough to push us both over the edge. John caressed my face as we both came down from our climaxes. He lovingly kissed me and told me he loved me. On his way to the bathrooom to clean up, John turned to look at me and said, “Be sure to make Aubrey feel welcome tomorrow night.”

Sexuality Exploding

Jan. 21, 2018

What is happening to me? Orgasms have been removed from my existence and now I find myself exploring many different kinks, fetishes, preferences, whatever you call it. I am perfectly and miserably content with being denied orgasms. I rather enjoy being in a constant aroused fog. The high is natural and comfortably soothing.

I am also certain that I am a cuckquean wannabe. Nothing’s makes me wetter than thinking about my husband having sex with another woman, giving her the orgasms I’m denied. I find the thought beautifully degrading.

Today, for some unknown reason, I find myself really wanting to explore a bi-relationship. Like, I think I want to get naked with a woman and touch fun parts. I’ve never really done that but it’s all I can think about today.

Another thing that’s been going through my mind is having a desire to be in charge of a man’s orgasms. Not my husband because he deserves all the orgasms he wishes to have! Another guy. Someone who has a cock I can worship, tease, and torture by repeatedly bringing to the edge, only to be left denied. I want his cock locked away until i decide to let it out, and I want the only key! This is completely out of the ordinary for me because I am, by nature, extremely submissive.

It seems as though the longer I go without an orgasm, the more sexually open-minded I become and the more things I want to try!

My Body Aches To Watch Him With Her

I have loved him for 10 years and have been married for just over 1 year. There’s never been another man in my life with whom I’ve been able to share my deepest desire. I was embarrassed about it for a long time, thinking there was something wrong with me. I had to be some kind of freak. I wanted desperately to watch this man I love with every fiber of my being, having sex with another woman while being denied sexual pleasure from him.

This desire consumes my every thought. It has become an obsession that has my panties wet all the time. He wants to watch me me another man but I have no interest in other men. My only interest is in seeing him sexually please other women and watching him as he is pleased by them in return.

At first, I want them to pretend I’m not even there. My presence in insignificant. I want to watch as he slowly kisses her neck and then moves down and gently pulls her nipples with his teeth before moving down her stomach and teasing her with his tongue. He can work magic with his tongue. I want him to pull her pussy lips open and watch as he licks up, down, and around her clit. I want to see her as she gasps in with ecstasy and starts grinding into my husband’s face.

I want to see her sex juice all over his face when he lifts his head. I want to hear her uncontrollable moans as he sends shockwaves through her entire body. I can’t help it, I know I’m not supposed to, but I touch myself. I’m so aroused watching my husband make another woman cum. My pussy is literally aching with desire.

Now it’s my husband’s turn. I wait with anticipation as she gets on her knees in front of the man I love. The pre cum is hanging from his cock. God, I want to taste it. I want to lick it off of him but I know it’s not for me. Tonight, a far more deserving woman will taste my husband’s juice.

As she takes his cock into her mouth, I feel like I’m going to explode, but I know better. I am only allowed to edge. My pussy is dripping wet as she expertly blows my husband’s dick. The look on his face is pure lust. I can see the animal coming out in him and I know that the moment I have been waiting for for so long is finally going to happen. My husband is going to put his throbbing cock into another woman’s pussy. This woman is beautiful and firm. Long dark hair, size C breasts which are 100% real and don’t sag. She has a perfect body. I know her pussy is going to be nice and tight around his cock. He held her close and kissed her, lightly biting on her bottom lip as he pulled away. She laid on the bed and spread her legs so that I could see how wet she was. And now, it was about to happen, my husband was going to slide his cock into another woman’s pussy for the first time in 10 years and the most excited person, the most sexually aroused person in that room, was me.

Both my husband and the woman he was fucking moaned as he entered her. My breathing became heavier as I continued to become more and more aroused. The kook on my husband’s face was animalistic. They fucked in every possible position. Then my husband looked at me and told me to get on the bed. I was so excited because I thought that he was going to fuck me as well. But instead, he had me lay on my stomach and the other woman straddled me with her ass facing my husband. He rammed her from behind with such force. The entire bed moved and the pressure of their movements caused me to have a mind-blowing orgasm.

He continued fucking her like this until she moaned in ecstasy. My husband told me that I needed to beg her to cum all over his dock, so I did. I told her that I wanted her to cover his cock with her creamy juices. She came hard. They finished their encounter with my husband spraying his cum down the crack of her ass as I stopped it all as it fell down over her hot swollen pussy. She told me that the only way I would be getting my husband’s cum from now on would be as it dripped from her pussy or asshole. It was an incredible night and I look forward to many more.