Sexuality Exploding
Jan. 21, 2018
What is happening to me? Orgasms have been removed from my existence and now I find myself exploring many different kinks, fetishes, preferences, whatever you call it. I am perfectly and miserably content with being denied orgasms. I rather enjoy being in a constant aroused fog. The high is natural and comfortably soothing.
I am also certain that I am a cuckquean wannabe. Nothing’s makes me wetter than thinking about my husband having sex with another woman, giving her the orgasms I’m denied. I find the thought beautifully degrading.
Today, for some unknown reason, I find myself really wanting to explore a bi-relationship. Like, I think I want to get naked with a woman and touch fun parts. I’ve never really done that but it’s all I can think about today.
Another thing that’s been going through my mind is having a desire to be in charge of a man’s orgasms. Not my husband because he deserves all the orgasms he wishes to have! Another guy. Someone who has a cock I can worship, tease, and torture by repeatedly bringing to the edge, only to be left denied. I want his cock locked away until i decide to let it out, and I want the only key! This is completely out of the ordinary for me because I am, by nature, extremely submissive.
It seems as though the longer I go without an orgasm, the more sexually open-minded I become and the more things I want to try!
