You had been warned about standing outside of the bedroom door, rubbing your pussy while watching your husband fuck his girlfriend. He told you if it happened again there would be consequences. His girlfriend called you a pathetic cuckquean. She laughed at you, tied up and blindfolded. This just meant that since you wouldn’t be able to see her fucking your husband, that she would have to be extra loud so you could hear every single moan. They both would enjoy watching you wiggling around, trying to get some relief for your achy denied pussy. Of course, relief was not for desperate cuckqueans. Pleasure belonged to your husband and his cake.

Your husband derives great pleasure from torturing your denied pussy as he whispers every dirty detail of his date with his girlfriend. He tells you how perfect her body is and tight her pussy feels wrapped around his cock. How when he fucks you it takes him forever to cum because your pussy is so loose, but when he fucks her he has a hard time not cumming because of how her pussy muscles milk his cock. He tells you how she’s been begging him to fuck her in your bed. His fingers sliding in and out of your wet pussy, circling your clit. You plead with him to let you cum. It’s been 7 months since you’ve felt the release an orgasm brings. He smirks at you and reminds you how much pleasure it brings him knowing you have given up your orgasms for him. He likes to keep you desperate. He likes knowing that while he is getting ready to fuck his girlfriend, you are home with an achy pussy. Desperate and pathetic. Your desperation gives him the best orgasms he’s ever had, and he’s having them with another woman.

For Their Viewing Pleasure

This is what you always wanted. Your husband fucks other women. His only condition for agreeing to do this for you is that you had to completely give up having orgasms. He wanted to keep you desperate and denied so that you would be more willing to please him, and what pleased him now was fucking other women. Younger women, women with beautiful bodies, women who kept in shape and took pride in their bodies. Sometimes, he let you watch. Sometimes, as foreplay with his girlfriend, he makes you lay on the bed and use the wand on your denied pussy. His girlfriend got great satisfaction knowing how humiliated you were when he made you do this. She loved that he would rub her clit as you were rubbing yours. What she liked more than anything was that just as you were about to cum, he would unplug the wand and then continue rubbing her clit to a mind shattering orgasm as you lay there, an achy dripping mess.

Then you would have to get out of bed so that your husband could make love to his girlfriend while you watched, forbidden to touch your soaking pussy.

You listen as she has orgasm after orgasm. Moaning your husband’s name, begging him to cum in her pussy until he can no longer hold back. You can see their undeniable bond as he shoots his load into her. He tells you to sleep on the couch tonight because he wants to hold his girlfriend in his arms tonight.

June…Oh Yes!

My longest orgasm denial time was 68 days. It ended in May. Since then I have been enjoying orgasm after glorious orgasm. It seems that I no longer have the self discipline to stop myself from going over the edge. I am experimenting with what gives me the best orgasm. So far I have discovered that edging 1 day, and then building up to an edge the next day and riding that edge for about 2 hours before slowly circling my clit with my middle finger gives me the most amazing orgasm. Very powerful and lasting an eternity. I encourage all of you to give it a try. Not having orgasms is great, but right now, having orgasms is far greater. Maybe because I know so many of you are NOT having them. I will think about each of you as I have my next orgasm…tonight.

Why Wouldn’t He Choose Her?

She’s younger than me and in better shape. She’s beautiful and sexy and she wants my husband. He’s tied me to a chair because I can’t be trusted not to touch my denied pussy. I’ve wanted this for so long. I need him to experience pleasure with another woman while I watch.

This woman is perfect. She looks at me with a genuine fondness and whispers in my ear that she is going to give my husband more pleasure than he’s ever known. I felt my pussy leak onto the chair. My husband was standing in front of the bed. She kneeled before him and waited for his permission to suck his cock.

There was a hunger in her eyes. She was filled with desire for him. He grew harder the longer the waited. Finally she leaned forward and licked his cock, never losing eye contact with him.

Even her tongue was sexy and I heard a slight moan pass over his lips as she devoured his cock. He grabbed the back of her head and fucked her mouth until her pussy was dripping. She pushed him on the bed and crawled up his body until her pussy was rubbing his tongue. She rocked her hips back and forth like she was making love to his mouth. My pussy got so desperate as I watched him give her the orgasm I was denied.

My husband looked at me, his have covered with her pussy juice. I was hoping he would kiss me so that I too could taste her sweetness, but he denied me even that. She layed on the bed and he slowly spread her legs, revealing her wet pussy to me. He rubbed up and down her pussy with the head of his cock before thrusting inside her.

They both let out a moan. He moved in a steady rhythm and I could tell she was lost in ecstacy. Her moaning became louder and she looked at me as she had another orgasm. I wanted to touch myself so badly. I wiggled around in the chair but it provided no relief.

She looked so sexy fucking my husband and he seemed to be enjoying her more than he’s enjoyed me in many years. She sat on my husband’s cock and rode him like a porn star. I don’t know how she even made her body move like that and I doubted my husband would be able to hold out much longer. He was making sounds I’ve never heard him make.

He grabbed her throat and chocked her. As she gasped for breath, she had another orgasm. I could see her juices running down my husband’s balls. He pushed her off of him and shot his load in her mouth and on her face. She even looks better with his cum all over her than I do. Of course he’s going choose fucking her over fucking me. She does it so much better.

Watching her waiting for the last drop of his cum to drop into her mouth was so arousing to me. She acted as though she needed it to sustain life. Im not jealous if her. I want to be her.

Shame On Me

5/6/18

After 68 days without an orgasm, my emotions got the best of me. I gave in. I caved. Surrendered. I love the idea of permanent orgasm denial. The thought of it excites me but I just can’t handle the reality. I had an orgasm last night. It was incredible. I mean body shaking, mind shattering, take your breath away amazing.

I was on top, we had a good rhythm going. It was feeling so good. Then it happened. I lifted up a little too far and when I came back down, his cock went right in my ass and I turn into a dirty minded, fuck me in the ass, little slut. I started moving faster. I was going to cum. To my credit, I did try to stop but my husband growled in my ear, “just cum!” I am an obedient wife after all.

My husband had intended on continuing after I had my orgasm but I guess him hearing, seeing, and feeling me orgasm after 68 days got the best of him. My evening ended with an ass full of his cum. Perfect.

I expected today to feel a drop in arousal and mood but it hasn’t happened yet. I think I learned that long term denial, as arousing an idea that it is, is just not for me. I will be taking a short break from denial and when I’m ready to start again, it will be shorter denial periods for this girl.

I’m sure some of you will be disappointed for me. Please don’t be. I’m really ok with this and feel good about my decision. Some of you might be disappointed IN me. Well that makes me sad so go away😊

Any Volunteers?

I don’t really want to wait 23 more days to have an orgasm. This has been an ongoing issue the duration of my denial. He’s too busy with school and work. School especially must take priority right now. I get it! But that doesn’t change the fact that denial is not enjoyable for me if I am all alone in it. I’ve been thinking about cumming. I was wondering if anyone would like to help me with that?

Imagine

5/2/18

Imagine him intimately caressing another woman, sending chills up her spine as his fingers barely touch her skin.

Imagine him softly and deeply kissing another woman as she willingly accepts the taste of him on her lips.

Imagine him, for the first time since you’ve been with him, rubbing another woman’s pussy. You haven’t had an orgasm in months, but he’s about to give her the first of many tonight.

Imagine his fingers, fingers that have only touched you for years, sliding in and out of her pussy and ass, simultaneously, pleasure slowly building and giving her another orgasm. Her juices going all over his hand.

Imagine. His tongue exploring her clit. Small gentle circles around her magic button. Taking his time. Savoring the sweet taste of her in his mouth. She cums again.

Imagine your husband, having lost every thought of you, lies there in ecstasy as she delicately licks his balls, teasing him, the anticipation of having his cock in another woman’s mouth.

Close your eyes and imagine this moment. The head of his rock hard cock pressed firmly against the opening of her wet and waiting pussy. Ready to feel his cock inside another woman for the first time in years. Thrusting slowly. Claiming her.

Imagine him slowly grinding into her, escalating her pleasure. She’s about to have another orgasm. This time, her pussy will clench onto your husband’s cock. He wants to cum, but he’s not finished yet.

Imagine him fucking her like you don’t even exist. Like a beast claiming his prey. Growling loudly as he sprays his seed deep inside her body. She whimpers like the true beauty she is. A real woman. Taking your husband’s cum as she too has one final and mind-blowing orgasm.

Imagine all of these things and then do what a desperately denied cuckquean does. Rub your pussy right to the edge. How long can you ride it without going over? Remember Quean, orgasms are for your husband’s cuckcakes!

My husband’s girlfriend always restrained me before they fucked on the bed beside me. She said that it made me seem like a pathetic desperate slut rubbing my clit while watching my hubby fuck her. She didn’t allow my husband to fuck me anymore, but once a week, when they were finished having sex, she would allow me to fuck 2 of her fingers and have an orgasm, if I could do it in 3 minutes, knowing that I could only cum from clitoral stimulation. When the 3 minutes were up, she would allow my husband to lick her fingers clean as a reminder of how much sweeter her pussy tasted compared to mine. Each week I get closer to having an orgasm on her fingers. I was so close tonight, but just as I felt the waves building, she pulled her fingers away. Seeing my tears of frustration, she told me she was proud of my progress and that next week she would give me 2 ½ minutes. Until then, I would have to wear my chastity belt because pathetic slut wives can’t be trusted.

Aching Desire

April 17, 2018

Today is 50 days without an orgasm! 50 days. To some, that’s nothing, to others, it probably sounds like an eternity. Each day brings a new realization to me and a deeper ache unlike anything I have ever known. I sent a message to John today telling him about my accomplishment and his response was, “wow! That’s pretty fuckin awesome. I knew you were a good girl!”

Hearing those words from him, knowing he’s proud of me, makes me want to give up orgasms permanently. My denial is making me so submissive and obedient. I want to please my husband now more than I ever have. He has recently started talking to a stunning young lady. They do some serious sexting and she sends me beautiful messages putting me in my place. She reminds me that she is superior in every way.

As if that’s not enough to keep me desperately aroused 24 hours a day, John has sent me videos the past 2 mornings, while I was at work, of him jerking off. FUCK. Nothing in my life has turned me on as much as watching him slowly stroking his cock, teasing, edging. Just enough to spill a single drop of cum then stopping as that one drop slides down his pulsing cock. FUCK. I could almost taste it. Then he continues, erotically and passionately using his hand to fuck his cock to a slow intense build up that leads to an eruption of cum. A moan escapes my mouth as I watch. He moans and his body twitches from his orgasm.

I have watched these videos repeatedly while edging the past 2 days. All I can think is how amazing it is that after almost 11 years, I am still swept away by my husband. I told John that nothing has made me want to orgasm more in my entire life than watching him jerk off. He quickly reminded me that cumming is something he does, not me. I am seriously looking forward to see how desperate and needy I become with each passing day of denial!