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FUCK

What have I done? I’ve created a denial Nazi. He caught me edging without permission. He was coming in the bedroom to fuck me, but because I’m a greedy little denial slut and couldn’t keep my hands off of my desperate pussy, he rubbed numbing cream all over my clit and told me that now, instead of being fucked, I would just give him a blowjob. Even as he was rubbing my clit with cream that would soon leave me unable to feel anything, I closed my eyes and reveled in the feel of his fingers touching my wet pussy. I crave his touch more than anything.

Being denied and desperate makes me want to devour his cock, but I take my time because that’s how he most enjoys it. I kissed him lightly from his lips down to his balls.

Then with my full tongue, I licked and gently sucked on them. I know this drives him crazy. Then using only my fingertips and starting at the base of his cock, I slowly move my hand up the length of him while still sucking his balls. A sound of pleasure escapes from his mouth. That sound made my pussy ache even more. I wanted him inside me so much, I needed him inside me, but I knew that wasn’t going to happen. I then licked up and down his shaft and spent extra time on his sweet spot, moving my tongue in little circles before gently guiding the head of his dick into my mouth. I needed this. Needed to feel his hard cock in my mouth, but he lifted my head up and said, “not yet” as he forced me to give the underside of his cock some attention using only my tongue. He knows how turned on I get and how wet I get when his cock is in my mouth, so he wanted to deny me even that pleasure. He asked me if I learned my lesson and said he doesn’t enjoy punishing me, but it’s the only way a slut like me will ever learn. FUCK. Finally he gave me permission to put his cock in my mouth. As badly as I really wanted to devour it, I took my time, because that is what gives him the most pleasure, and his pleasure really is what matters. Since orgasm denial has become a part of our lives, we have had the best sexual experiences of our lives. His orgasms are more intense, knowing I’m denied. My frustration gives him more pleasure than he’s ever known. I’ve been with this man for almost 11 years. I know how to work his cock. Using my hands and mouth, I quickly had him on the edge.

He begged me to stop. I smirked for a moment because he reminded me of myself when I have to beg him to stop. The huge difference being that I never get that sweet release after being brought to the edge. He was just allowing his pleasure to build before finally giving into temptation. The longer I played with my husband’s cock, the more aroused I became. I was moaning and grinding my pussy into his leg. I knew he was getting close so I stopped again. I watched as his cock throbbed and all of a sudden, a huge stream of cum shot from his cock and hit me in my face, then another stream came out and went above his head, on the wall behind him.

It was good. It was so good. My pussy was soaked…and numb. He told me I could use my vibe for 15 minutes. This was a cruel joke. He knew I wouldn’t be able to feel it. I asked if he ever wants me to have an orgasm while we are having sex, because there is so much love and just as much passion. He looked at me, and said, “not anymore, in fact allowing you to cum really doesn’t cross my mind at all, ever.”

Flooding

I sent John a video of me edging today. I’m a squirter. No matter how many blankets and towels we put down, I always soak through to the mattress. He loves it. Here’s our conversation. He makes me melt. 💜

A Conversation Between A Husband And A Wife

I started exploring the idea of female orgasm denial a little over a month ago. The more I read about it, the more intrigued I became. I already have the cuckquean fantasy and orgasm denial fits perfectly with that so I talked to my husband about giving it a try. Like most men who have sex, he felt like he needed to provide his wife with multiple orgasms before experiencing his own relief. He felt like he wouldn’t be fulfilling his job as a man, (Tarzan beating chest), if I didn’t cum during sex. He wasn’t as excited as I was about the orgasm denial but said he would do it if it would make me happy.

The first time we had sex after my denial began, my husband felt really bad that I didn’t have an orgasm. I assured him that it was ok and thanked him for allowing me to please him. He has received many blow jobs over the past 13 days and each time we have actual sex, it seems to be getting easier for him to deny me. The harder it gets for me, the easier it becomes for him.

Last night we had mind blowing sex. Filled with passion, lust, and love. It was sensual and erotic. I have found that I now pay close attention to every detail. I feel like if I can show my husband how good I can be, how loving and willing to please him I am, that he may give in and allow me to orgasm. He was on top, my legs spread and in the air. He was holding on to me and thrusting deep inside my entirely dripping wet pussy. So close to orgasm, I had to beg him to stop several times so I wouldn’t go over the edge. I try not to have to ask him to stop because I don’t want to take away from his enjoyment. I’m learning to breathe through an edge until it subsides, but sometimes it’s too much and I have to ask him to stop.

He doesn’t laugh at me when I ask him to stop, but he definitely gets a prideful look of accomplishment on his face. He then tells me he’s proud of me for doing so well as he begins thrusting into me again. I’m rubbing his chest, holding his face, scratching his back, meeting every thrust, moaning uncontrollably. He is lost in pleasure. The look on his face is complete ecstasy. He goes from being a kind, gentle man, into a raw, savage beast when he’s about to cum. He cried out in complete euphoria as he emptied his cock deep in my pussy. As he gradually came down from the intoxication of his massive orgasm, he gently kissed me before rolling off. As soon as he exited my body, I used my hand to scoop his cum from my pussy and put it in my mouth. I had never done this, but I knew it would please my husband.

He smiled lovingly at me, quite impressed with my eagerness. I asked him if, while we were making love, if he had considered allowing me to cum. He caressed my face tenderly while looking deep into my eyes and said, “Absolutely not. Why would I do that when you’re finally becoming such a good wife and realizing what’s important. I find your eagerness and desperation extremely pleasing, and we both know that my pleasure is what matters, right? Your denial really is a beautiful thing.” His words made my pussy throb even more with desire so I sucked his cock until he came again.

When this journey began, I set a goal of no orgasms for 2 months. This ends on March 1, 2018. I have since given total control of my orgasms to my husband. He said that he is going to honor my original goal of 2 months but may extend that time indefinitely. If it please him to do this, then it pleases me to obey him. His pleasure is my pleasure. He will let me know if I need to have an orgasm. He knows what is best for me. I love him.