My husband’s girlfriend always restrained me before they fucked on the bed beside me. She said that it made me seem like a pathetic desperate slut rubbing my clit while watching my hubby fuck her. She didn’t allow my husband to fuck me anymore, but once a week, when they were finished having sex, she would allow me to fuck 2 of her fingers and have an orgasm, if I could do it in 3 minutes, knowing that I could only cum from clitoral stimulation. When the 3 minutes were up, she would allow my husband to lick her fingers clean as a reminder of how much sweeter her pussy tasted compared to mine. Each week I get closer to having an orgasm on her fingers. I was so close tonight, but just as I felt the waves building, she pulled her fingers away. Seeing my tears of frustration, she told me she was proud of my progress and that next week she would give me 2 ½ minutes. Until then, I would have to wear my chastity belt because pathetic slut wives can’t be trusted.
Aching Desire
April 17, 2018
Today is 50 days without an orgasm! 50 days. To some, that’s nothing, to others, it probably sounds like an eternity. Each day brings a new realization to me and a deeper ache unlike anything I have ever known. I sent a message to John today telling him about my accomplishment and his response was, “wow! That’s pretty fuckin awesome. I knew you were a good girl!”
Hearing those words from him, knowing he’s proud of me, makes me want to give up orgasms permanently. My denial is making me so submissive and obedient. I want to please my husband now more than I ever have. He has recently started talking to a stunning young lady. They do some serious sexting and she sends me beautiful messages putting me in my place. She reminds me that she is superior in every way.
As if that’s not enough to keep me desperately aroused 24 hours a day, John has sent me videos the past 2 mornings, while I was at work, of him jerking off. FUCK. Nothing in my life has turned me on as much as watching him slowly stroking his cock, teasing, edging. Just enough to spill a single drop of cum then stopping as that one drop slides down his pulsing cock. FUCK. I could almost taste it. Then he continues, erotically and passionately using his hand to fuck his cock to a slow intense build up that leads to an eruption of cum. A moan escapes my mouth as I watch. He moans and his body twitches from his orgasm.
I have watched these videos repeatedly while edging the past 2 days. All I can think is how amazing it is that after almost 11 years, I am still swept away by my husband. I told John that nothing has made me want to orgasm more in my entire life than watching him jerk off. He quickly reminded me that cumming is something he does, not me. I am seriously looking forward to see how desperate and needy I become with each passing day of denial!
His Domestic Goddess Denial Cuckquean
April 12, 2018
I discovered Tumblr as I was searching for cuckquean gifs to send to my husband. I soon created my own Tumblr blog and continued my search for all things cuckquean. I am absolutely fascinated by cheating husbands. I appreciate men who know it takes a variety of women to satisfy all of their sexual needs. This obsession soon lead me to reading about orgasm denial which, at first, I thought no way in hell would I ever do that. I mean who would willingly give up orgasms?? They feel way too good! I am now on day 45 without an orgasm! Yay me. It turns out that not having an orgasm feels so much better than having an orgasm. This obsession has lead me to many discoveries but they are for another story at some other time. I have been actively looking for a cuckcake for me and my husband. I had all but given up hope when I received a message the other day from a beautiful woman who said she thinks my cuckquean fantasy is “fucking hot”. She also lives in Maryland and said that she would love to give my husband the pleasure he denies from me! I gave her my husband’s cell number and they have been texting. She is sexy as fuck and only 24 years old, exactly half my age! She sends me taunting messages that keep my pussy a throbbing wet mess. One thing denial does for me is increases my desire to please my husband sexually. This need is amplified knowing that there is another woman who wants to fuck my husband. I find myself thinking about my husband all of the time. 2 weeks ago, he gave me a task of scrubbing the kitchen floor on my hands and knees while naked, before I could edge. I took pictures and sent them to him at work. He was extremely pleased and gave me permission to edge. Traditional husband/wife roles excite and arouse me and I’ve been asking my husband to assign me household tasks. Earlier this week, I had to vacuum our rec room, naked, while he watched me.
When I was finished, I went to the couch where he was sitting, and sat on the floor beside his legs and leaned on him, looking up at him. Completely obedient. Nothing has ever felt more right in my life. I was in my rightful place as his wife. I sat like that for about half an hour. We had some really good conversation which lead to some incredible sex. There was a special closeness that night with lots of eye contact. I was on the edge. I wanted to cum so desperately. I told him I wanted to. I really thought he was going to let me, but instead he said, “you know you can’t have orgasms now that we have a cuckcake. All of your pleasure will go to her. Don’t you agree?” Hearing those words come from his mouth, with all the love in the world, almost pushed me over the edge. Yes, of course I agreed. He’s absolutely right. She will get everything I am denied. He then pulled out of me and sprayed his warm load all over my face and in my mouth. He told me how much he loved me and how grateful he felt to have such an obedient wife. When we first started seeing each other, John told me I was his goddess and he has truly treated me like that for the past 11 years. He told me Monday that he got me a surprise and it should arrive on Wednesday. Something to help me with my domestic responsibilities. I was so happy. John is really getting into all of this! When I got home yesterday, he told me my surprise was on the bed. It was an apron.
I was giddy with excitement. He said that when he gives me cleaning tasks from now on, I am to wear the apron with nothing on underneath. I must be the luckiest wife in the entire world.
I have loved him for 10 years and have been married for just over 1 year. There’s never been another man in my life with whom I’ve been able to share my deepest desire. I was embarrassed about it for a long time, thinking there was something wrong with me. I had to be some kind of freak. I wanted desperately to watch this man I love with every fiber of my being, having sex with another woman while being denied sexual pleasure from him.
This desire consumes my every thought. It has become an obsession that has my panties wet all the time. He wants to watch me me another man but I have no interest in other men. My only interest is in seeing him sexually please other women and watching him as he is pleased by them in return.
At first, I want them to pretend I’m not even there. My presence in insignificant. I want to watch as he slowly kisses her neck and then moves down and gently pulls her nipples with his teeth before moving down her stomach and teasing her with his tongue. He can work magic with his tongue. I want him to pull her pussy lips open and watch as he licks up, down, and around her clit. I want to see her as she gasps in with ecstasy and starts grinding into my husband’s face.
I want to see her sex juice all over his face when he lifts his head. I want to hear her uncontrollable moans as he sends shockwaves through her entire body. I can’t help it, I know I’m not supposed to, but I touch myself. I’m so aroused watching my husband make another woman cum. My pussy is literally aching with desire.
Now it’s my husband’s turn. I wait with anticipation as she gets on her knees in front of the man I love. The pre cum is hanging from his cock. God, I want to taste it. I want to lick it off of him but I know it’s not for me. Tonight, a far more deserving woman will taste my husband’s juice.
As she takes his cock into her mouth, I feel like I’m going to explode, but I know better. I am only allowed to edge. My pussy is dripping wet as she expertly blows my husband’s dick. The look on his face is pure lust. I can see the animal coming out in him and I know that the moment I have been waiting for for so long is finally going to happen. My husband is going to put his throbbing cock into another woman’s pussy. This woman is beautiful and firm. Long dark hair, size C breasts which are 100% real and don’t sag. She has a perfect body. I know her pussy is going to be nice and tight around his cock. He held her close and kissed her, lightly biting on her bottom lip as he pulled away. She laid on the bed and spread her legs so that I could see how wet she was. And now, it was about to happen, my husband was going to slide his cock into another woman’s pussy for the first time in 10 years and the most excited person, the most sexually aroused person in that room, was me.
Both my husband and the woman he was fucking moaned as he entered her. My breathing became heavier as I continued to become more and more aroused. The kook on my husband’s face was animalistic. They fucked in every possible position. Then my husband looked at me and told me to get on the bed. I was so excited because I thought that he was going to fuck me as well. But instead, he had me lay on my stomach and the other woman straddled me with her ass facing my husband. He rammed her from behind with such force. The entire bed moved and the pressure of their movements caused me to have a mind-blowing orgasm.
He continued fucking her like this until she moaned in ecstasy. My husband told me that I needed to beg her to cum all over his dock, so I did. I told her that I wanted her to cover his cock with her creamy juices. She came hard. They finished there encounter with my husband spraying his cum down the crack of her ass as I stopped it all as it fell down over her hot swollen pussy. She told me that the only way I would be getting my husband’s cum from now on would be as it dripped from her pussy or asshole. It was an incredible night and I look forward to many more.
This is the first story I posted on Tumblr. So far, my cuckquean fantasy is just that, a fantasy. However, a stunningly beautiful and much younger woman contacted me today and said she would love to fuck my husband. We’ve had some great conversation so far and my mind is in overdrive now. Being denied an orgasm for the past 40 days is only adding to my arousal and desperation. This beauty said she would be more than happy to take the pleasure I’m being denied!♥️
Ok, Cupid!
3/31/18
I’ve spent a lot of time today talking to my husband about my boyfriend (my sweet man) and his gorgeous wife. We discussed the meaning and possibility of a polyamorous relationship. We also spent the past hour looking on OK Cupid for a girl for my husband to fuck. I am so aroused right now. I mean I’m achy, needy, and desperate in my horniness…BUT… my husband put me on 3 days of no touch. He’s sitting in his recliner, looking through various dating sites, commenting on, and showing me pictures of different women he finds attractive. He makes a sound. I say, “Did you just moan looking at another woman?” He said, “Yep.”
Why does that arouse me so much? Why do I have this need, this uncontrollable desire for him to have sex with another woman? Not only for him to have sex with her, but for me to be close to him while he’s doing it. Feeling his body move, his muscles tense, the sweat, his heart racing and watching him use all of his energy to please HER. Hearing his moans, his grunts, all the little sounds of pure pleasure from his mouth as he fulfils my fantasy. I love him more than I know how to express with words.
We danced to this at our wedding.
Nothing arouses me more than seeing my husband’s wedding band as I help him please the woman who is pleasing him.
I Need A Cuckcake
I need a sweet girl who will allow me to keep her comfortable and massage her while my husband fucks her. I want her to be as relaxed as possible so that she and my man can completely enjoy each other. I want to watch closely as they please each other. I want her to know how much I appreciate her and how much I adore her. Then, when they are finished, I want her to order me to lick my husband’s cum from her pussy and handcuff my wrists to the bed in the spare room so that I can’t masturbate while I listen to her fuck my husband in my bed the rest of the night.
Usually when I imagine my husband fucking another woman, they are in my bed while I sit nearby and watch while he tells me how much better she feels than I do. But sometimes I picture it just like this. Me holding on to him closely and caressing him, loving him while he pleases her. This has me all kinds of aroused today.
Who I Am, If You Care
When someone follows me, I always go to their blog hoping they will have something written about themselves in the bio section. I very much enjoy reading and learning something about the person who found me interesting enough to follow. Because of this, I have decided to write about me, if you’re interested. Just to warn you, I’m a woman, so by nature, I’m crazy. Here are my many layers.
I am 48 but I look like I’m about 38. I am married. We have been together for 10 years. I have 5 children ages 11-29. I have a mom body and I’m proud. I’m not thin by any means, but I’m also not obese. I am tall.
I have also been blessed with 4 grandchildren. My family is the most important thing in my life besides my faith in God. I pray daily. I do random acts of kindness whenever possible and always pay it forward.
My husband
He is the sexiest and most beautiful man in the world in my eyes. He is gentle but in the bedroo., he is a beast. We have been married almost 18 months but have been together 10 years. I won’t say that he completes me because I’m already a complete person but he definitely adds so much color and happiness to my life. He loves me unconditionally. He encourages and inspires me.
My friends say it’s sickening listening to me talk about my husband and that I sound like a school girl talking about her crush. I can’t help it. He still gives me butterflies after all these years. He is a truly humble man and has more integrity than anyone I’ve ever known.
My husband, standing by the lake at our local state park. This was a cool, brisk November morning.
I love him completely, which is why I find it completely baffling that there’s nothing I want more than for him to have sex with other women and tell me how much he prefers them to me. (I told you I was crazy.) I have a burning desire to watch him please and be pleased by another woman. I want to watch him give other women what I am denied. The one thing he wants most is for me to have sex with other men while he watches. I practice orgasm denial. My next orgasm date is May 26th, (although i secretly hope that my husband never lets me have another orgasm!), unless I can find a man to have sex with me. The problem is that the man I want to have sex with lives on the other side of the ocean. I met him here on Tumblr and I call him my sweet man.
Maryland
The beautiful Chesapeake Bay Bridge
Maryland is beautiful. 5 hours separates skiing on a mountain from swimming in the Atlantic ocean. I live in a small town, closer to the mountains than the ocean. Like any town, we have some ugly, but the beauty is overwhelming.
My hometown:
A view of my hometown from a historic landmark.
My Favorite Place
Ireland. By far. The most beautiful place I’ve been. Everything about it. The green, the old world feel, the simplicity, the people, the turquoise color of the ocean.
The western most part of Clare in Ireland. Loop Head lighthouse. The wild Atlantic crashing into the boulders.
We went there for our honeymoon. I had always wanted to see the Cliffs of Moher. Seeing them for the first time with my husband was a truly emotional, magical, and romantic moment. I will never forget that feeling.
Sunset at the Cliffs of Moher
My Favorites
The color and feel of fall. The peace and tranquility of winter. Deep snow. Dark gray clouds that fill the sky. Heavy rain. Storms. Dark.
Snow covered tree at nighttime
My favorite holiday. Thanksgiving because all of my children come home. We have 4 generations together in one house. I love this more than anything else in life. Christmas is a close second. The feel of Christmas. People are happier and more kind. Why can’t we be like that all the time? I turn into Elf during the Christmas season.
My favorite music. This is hard. Music is so important in my life. My favorite singer is Steve Perry from Journey. A beautiful man with an inspiring voice. I grew up in the 80s so all of the big hair bands are awesome! Whitesnake, Cinderella, Bon-Jovi, Def Leppard . I also enjoy blue grass and country. Chris Cornell, Eddie Vedder (but not Pearl Jam), Ray Lamontagne, Eagles. Pink Floyd for sure. Anything acoustic. Andrea Bocelli, his voice melts my soul.
Food: comfort food. Soups. Casseroles. Pizza. My chili. Mexican. No green beans, no seafood, no Chinese.
Sport: American football. Go Cowboys!☆
Exploring and learning. There’s so much I want to do and so many places I would like to visit. Mountains, cliffs, waterfalls, hiking, being in nature, away from people.
Animal: cow
Car: 65-68 Ford Mustang
Coffee: Dunkin Donuts. Plain with cream.
I had the opportunity to visit Maine recently. It has become my 2nd favorite place. It’s breathtakingly beautiful!
My Biggest Pet Peeve
Poor grammar. Please know the difference between there, their, and they’re. Also to, too, and two. Then and than. Since and sense. These are simple mistakes that people make on a daily basis. Come on people, we learn these things in elementary school. Stop being lazy. If you need help in this area, please feel free to send me a message and I will be more than happy to assist you. I wish this didn’t bother me so much because there are many areas in which I fall short, namely math, but there’s just no excuse for poor grammar.
My Fucked Up Brain
I’m a good person. I care deeply about people, I just don’t want to be around them. I love chatting with people on kik or messenger but talking on the phone is torture. I am submissive to my husband. I want him to control everyrhing, as long as he does it the way I want. I have faith in God and I believe in the Bible but I want, and have, an open relationship with my husband. I also worry entirely too much for someone who claims to have faith in God. Someone once told me to breathe in faith and breathe out fear. I have remembered this over the years and use it during times I am feeling anxious about something.
This is one of my favorite pictures from Ireland. The gray sky, crashing waves, and the Cliffs of Moher in the background.
If you’ve taken the time to read this, thank you. Most of the pictures used here are pictures I have personally taken. Please message me and tell me something about yourself!
Peace!
Fantasy
I’ve received a request through a private message to write about my deepest darkest fantasy and to include as many details as possible. Well, thats what my blog is. Mostly true stories mixed with a bit of fiction. Another thing about my desires is that they change depending on my mood on any given day. Today begins what is to be my longest denial period to date. My husband said that my next orgasm won’t be until May 26th. There are 3 stipulations. 1. I can cum sooner if I find a guy to fuck me while John watches. 2. I can cum sooner if I find a girl for John to fuck. 3. He can prolong this denial period at any given time for no reason at all. Yes. He’s evil and I love it.
Today, my fantasy is this…
It’s May 26th, my cum day. 90 days without an orgasm. I’m excited, desperate, needy, and pussy juice is hanging from my achy hole. To celebrate making it 90 days without an orgasm, I get us a hotel room at a 5 star hotel. I get there before John and light candles, get the music going, make myself drop dead gorgeous and then wait for him to arrive. Finally, I hear a knock at the door. I rush to open it. To my surprise, John is standing there with another woman. He’s kissing her. My heart breaks yet beats with excitement. I’m disappointed but overcome by lust. I can feel pussy juice run down my inner thigh. John watches my expressions, knowing how turned on I am. They walk past me and I close the door.
He was finally going to make my cuckquean fantasy become reality and what better way to do it than on the day I was supposed to have an orgasm! I’m nervous. How is this going to play out? Will I get to join in? I’ve never been with another woman. Is he going to make me prepare her for him? A million questions and thoughts racing through my head. John then grabbed the chair from the desk and placed it facing the bed and tells me to sit. The beautiful young woman wastes no time. She’s on her knees unzipping John’s pants and now I’m watching as another woman takes my husband’s cock in her mouth. He’s rock hard already and his head falls back as she takes his cock down the back of her throat.
As I sit there watching my husband being pleasured by another woman, I have an uncontrollable urge to rub my pussy but as soon as I touch myself, John orders me to stop and tells me I am only allowed to watch. And so, for the next 2 hours, I watch as they pleasure each other in every way imaginable until finally, he spills his load deep inside her pussy. They lay there catching their breath for several minutes, completely satisfied as I sit there, panting, more desperate than I’ve ever been in my life. She eventually stands up to go wash off. I see his cum fall from her and run down her leg. John tells her to stop and orders me to clean his cum from her leg with my tongue. I happily comply. As my tongue nears her pussy, she pushes my head into her and tells me to keep licking. Her hips began to thrust onto my face as she reaches another orgasm. She then got dressed and left. John tells me to come to the bed and suck his dick clean. He slowly grows hard in my mouth. I beg him to fuck me. It is, after all, my day to have an orgasm. He fucks me for an hour, but doesn’t allow me to cum. He says now that he has a cuckcake, all of my orgasms belong to her. He tells me I will be in denial indefinitely. He empties his balls into my pussy. He is now entirely spent and satisfied. I am entirely aroused, desperate, and soaking wet, yet also strangely satisfied. We fell asleep in each other’s arms.
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